We were good together. But, over the years we’ve grown together, I’ve matured and grown. He has stayed below, and clueless. He deserves to be with someone on his own level. I know who I am, and I know I deserve what’s best for me because I give my best. I gave him the best of everything, I gave him my best, nobody can ever give and love him as much as I did. The day he realizes how much I’m worth will be the day I’ll be with somebody who has already known.
In the end, we know who will be missing who. Who will be regretting. He’ll realize he had the best and he let it go. I know I gave him everything, but he was too ignorant to appreciate that somebody was there, in front of him, holding the world in her hands, opening her mind to him, giving him everything he would ever need. Now, I’m on my way down a separate path, taking the pain step by step, embracing what’s next instead of grasping for the past. It won’t be easy, five years of life with him then, him suddenly gone will be life changing, but I’m on my way to somewhere new, where I’ll be happy and somebody will truly love and cherish me as much as I will them.
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cornflaake posted this
. I love art and music like everyone else. I enjoy the stars and the idea that there's something much bigger out there. I wanted to be an astronaut, but I have cavities and I'm half blind so I'm settling for something different. I have the memory span of a goldfish and I'm indecisive.
William Shakespeare